Mallory's soliloquy

Searching every corner of this deserted room,
I found many, I found none,
Within the restricted mind and far behind,
I found many, I found none...

Raced to my mother's womb,
To seek the warmth inside,
I woke up to find,
Visions unkind...

There I see myself hidden,
On the loft forgotten and spent...
No light, can enter my room without being seen,
No air to pollute the thickest dungeon...

I live to survive, every day of my life,
I fight every forbidden step,
I battle till my knuckles sore,
I refuse to rest, it is for lesser souls..

Every day, one new oath,
Every day, a new fight,
Wish I could live hassle free,
One day of my life trouble free...

There is this foe in every friend,
A moment convoluted, a moment kind,
I am God, I am Fiend,
I know the truth; I comprehend...

I don't care if you leave,
This is what I am, for the whole world to see,
Quit and go, if you dare to deny,
Stay and fight, if you like.

Searching every corner of this deserted room,
I found many, I found none,
Within the restricted mind and far behind,
I found many, I found none...