Sunday, June 01, 2014 , , 0 Comments

Living in our memories and when I think about you, I can't believe you are not with us.

Life throws us the worst surprises and 31st of May 2013, I received the most ugliest surprise of all. I am still not able to come to terms of your leaving this world.

Every time I see your grand daughter I wish you are there to see her pranks and I wish she had her grandpa to play with, talk to.  I wish you were there when your son got his highest salary paid, I wish you were with him when he was missing you with no one to share his pains. I wish you were there to see your daughter getting the award on stage, I wish you were with her during her tough times and I wish you were with her when she started the new job. I wish you were here for everyone at your home, for all your friends. I wish you were here and I wouldn't have thought writing this post.

When I entered today into your office room and saw a emptt writing pad and just flipped through, there half way through, I saw couple of pages written and I read those pages of an incomplete story. Somehow I got my answer for a "why" I always had about God.  The incomplete story with an answer.

I remember you today, not as a faded image but a kind, lively, spirited man. I remember you today as a daughter not biological one though, wishing I had lot more years with you. And I pray, please be with your kids and love them as you always did and if possible come back to the family one way or other. We all miss you!


Some say he’s half man half fish, others say he’s more of a seventy/thirty split. Either way he’s a fishy bastard. Google

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