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Smt. M.S. Subbulakshmi - "Innum oru nootrandu irum"



காற்றினிலே வரும் கீதமாய், எங்கள் அதனை பேர் உள்ளத்திலும் அழகாய், மிளிர்ந்து கொண்டிருக்கும் Smt. MS....

Somewhere during my school life, I fell in love with her voice.  "ஸ்ரீ ரங்க பூர விஹாரா " and "பாவயாமி ரகுராமம்", later hundreds of her songs added to my playlist.

Keeping this post short.

Have you felt that hunger pang stir, when Tamilians who stay away from Tamil Nadu, experience a South Indian thali, a Keralite experiencing Sadhya in New York, a Gujarati experiencing Mohanthaal or a dokla in Tamil Nadu, a Kannadiga experiencing Bisibela huliannah in Chicago and a Telugu guy experiencing Gonkura at Adelaide.  It is easy to relate to your palate and respond to it.

The sweetest of roses perfume, the fresh cologne on a man, the aroma of freshly prepared food, hits our senses and we are in seventh heaven.

But ears, we do not often experience with what it would like to listen.  Rarely we treat it with music. Especially soul stirring ones, music that stir nostalgia in us, music that takes us to that other world where there are no disturbances.

Smt. M. S. Subbulakshmi popularly known as MS, is noted for her devotional voice.  When you listen to her, you take the shape of a tambura and turn into those strings stirred by her voice. The experience is beyond explanation.  You feel like a participant yourself, not just an audience.  It is difficult to express, but that's how we will feel.  The oneness with her.  It feels as if you become her. Yeah! told you right? tough to explain.

This day 100 years ago, she was born and more than that after 100 years, we are talking about her and I am sure she will be remembered after another 10 centuries too...

At times her songs are like gentle breeze that embraces you, at times a refreshing shower, at times a turbulent storm, at times a melancholic stir that triggers tears in your eyes, a joy that has no bounds...

I see her as Meera
I see her as Krishna
I see her as Narayana
I see her as Annamaya
I see her as Sankara
I see her as Kumara
I see her as Thiyagaiyar
I see her as Syama
I see her as Dhikshitar
I see her as Surdas
I see her as Kabir

She remains....

Happy birthday, Anirudh!


Ani, as I call him fondly is my son who completed me. The ultimate joy I experienced was at the small laboratory at Anna Nagar when I held the test report in my hands that said, I am shortly going to be a mom and out of the world moment was when I held in my hands for the first time.

Dear Ani,

You are 19 today and stepping into 20. I feel so proud and at loss for words once. From 2.75 kg infant you have come a long way.

There were moments, when I felt exasperated, elated or angered with you around. But, never a dull moment. 

I want to tell you my dear Ani, you are everything to me, I cannot imagine a world without you. I wait for that moment when you lift your head from all your responsibilities, entertainment and just give your smile and that is enough for me to carry on with this life for the years to come.

I wish you a very very happy birthday da... :) Amma is never good at showing the love you deserve by hugging or kissing or talking proudly to others about you. She pulls your leg, makes fun of you or complain about you. But, in heart she feels very very proud of you. I don't care what you become, but I want you to be a good human.  The rest will follow. Be there when people need you, be it your friends or relatives and do not expect anything out of others.  This is what I follow and I like to make people around me happy. Trust me! It will make you even more happy. Have great self esteem but do not be proud about yourself at anytime, be humble. 

I maybe wrong, but being simple, approachable, and loveable is what will make you happy. I am not saying be content, wish for everything and make your wishes come true, but stop to look around you every now and then. Observe and enjoy little things that surrounds you.

Love you my dear... The only wish I have to god is keep you in good health and surround you with people who will love you the same way we do. 

Happy Birthday Anirudh! God bless you always! 



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