Numbness

If I can pen my innermost feelings,
The turmoil of emotions inside,
The train of thoughts rushing,
I gazed at my lifeless reflection.

Like a knife slicing slowly,
Leaving in its wake a red trail,
The numbness of pain,
I thought with my impaired heart.

Between the state of wake and sleep,
The tears drained and dried,
Hands reaching out for support,
I saw the vision fading away.