நீ வருவாய் என...

Saturday, July 28, 2012 , , 1 Comments


நீ வருவாய் என 
விடியும் வரை காத்திருந்தேன்,
இனிதாய் இடை இழையப் 
பட்டுடுத்தி நின்றிருந்தேன்.
பதுமையாய் வழிப் பார்த்து...
உன்  நினைவில் மூழ்கிருக்க,
சில்லென்று தவழ்ந்த தென்றல்,
பனித்துளியாய் தெளித்த தூறல்...
கண்ணிமைக்கும் முன் மாறியதென்ன?
சுடு நீராய் சுட்டதென்ன?
ஆழ் கடலில் அமிழ்ந்தாலும்,
அக்கினியாய் சுட்டாலும்,
நீ இருப்பின் இதம் தருமே...
உன் இரு கைககள் அனையாகுமே.

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Rushing...flying the miles between us

Thursday, July 26, 2012 , , 1 Comments


Leaping the hurdles,
Rushing the miles,
Through the nightn
Riding towards my light....

Waiting for the dawn
When my Sun stretches his crimson arms,
Standing on my toes,
Ready to get soaked....

The quick dip from the Sea,
Am sure would make you hungry,
Here I am stretching my arms free,
For you to drink, eat and be merry.

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Leaving the sun behind...

Thursday, July 26, 2012 , , 0 Comments


Flower swayed, trying to say 'nay'
Dragged and tossed against her say
Sun set to her despair,
Yet promised, to follow her everywhere...

He loved the feel of those silky petals,
She felt his fingers trace her spine,
Lonely as the night stretched,
Stayed longing for his touch...

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I believe I can touch the sky




Google doodles Amelia Earhart on her 115th Birthday, that's today.  Now did I hear this name quite recently somewhere?  I tried to recollect and Oh! Yeah! the Maruti Suzuki sequel "kitna deti hai".  Quickly checked wiki and realised that it was Amelia Johnson, yet another aviatrix.


Leaned back on my chair,  with my morning cup of coffee slowly thoughts drifted to the day when I flew for the first time.  It was from Mumbai to Chennai and I was 38 years old then.  My brother booked the flight tickets and I was thrilled as well as slightly afraid.  Along with my mom, husband, and son entered the airport.  It was flying for first time for all of us except for my husband.

I checked in at the airport and waited for the security check. My wish to fly was so intense, I would have dreamt about flying at least 10 or 15 times.  For a person who had never seen the insides of an airplane, in my dreams I saw it as a bus.  There were times when I stood, holding the iron rails on the roof of the plane, probably to balance when the flight turned right or left.  There were times when, I stood on a long queue to buy tickets for my flight to the US, and my mom would precisely aim that moment to wake from me my dreams.  And once in my dream, when I was about to enter the airplane, I heard two men talking in whispers about their plans to hijack the plane and I call the watchman/police aside and tell them what I overheard and they stop the flight.  But, never once the flight took off and I travelled on air.

It was a low fare flight and with so many what-ifs running in mind, climbed the air plane, to be greeted by the air hostess and a dashing steward.  I gave my usual broad smile, wondering why others just nodded off those greetings.  I got into the flight but forgot to bring the cotton to plug in to my ears.  Anyways, I remembered my brother showing me a pouch with earphones, toffees etc and was waiting for them to deliver my kit.  After a while, I realized they don't provide such kits in low fare flights.  Those flights were meant for everyone to fly and the flight charges affordable to everyone.  I saw an old man carrying an old polythene bag and thrust the bag inside the cupboard on top of his seat.  He carried on with the flight rituals as if he travelled everyday from Mumbai to Chennai. I kicked myself for visiting the prominent shop which sells high class leather bags and paid a fortune to buy one, just because I was flying the next week. 

A pretty girl who sat on the row before me, pressed the switch and called for the flight attendant.  The handsome guy who greeted me walked through the aisle and asked her how he could help her.  She asked for some cotton and he provided her some.

I coughed and asked him little hesitant if he can provide me some cotton too.  He apologized and told me that they don't have the cotton and if he could help with anything else.  Felt embarassed and decided not to ask him anything until of course he comes back to me with an apology.

I was thrilled when the plane slowly crept to the run way and like a thunder zoomed past the runway and lifted its wing.  Finally my dream came true and I started to hum, "I believe I can fly; I believe I can touch the sky", though on a different context, I did fly and tried touching the sky and with due thanks to my brother.

All the jubilation, remained only for 3 or 4 minutes, all of a sudden the air plane slowly tilted to its left and then to right and went down few feet low, my stomach lurched and I knew for sure something was wrong and waited for the crew to announce we are living the final few minutes of our life. No announcement came and after few minutes the airplane righted itself. I was aware of every move of the plane.  Most of the time the plane was tilted and I decided to reduce some weight before I flew the next time.

There was a small commotion, when the air-hostesses dragged a small pantry on wheels and took the orders, collected the money and delivered the goodies .  I didn’t bat an eyelid when my son wanted a cold drink and heard the price was thrice the original cost, but bought it with a flourish.  

My hands held tight and lips chanting "Ram", the 1 hour and 45 minutes stretched like one day for me and held my breath tight till the final announcement came that we are landing the Meenambakkam airport, Chennai.  I was still holding my breath, till the third wheel was lowered with a thud on the ground.  I had heard that accidents happen, when the third small wheel attached to the nozzle of the flight refuse to lower. It was only when the air plane stopped at the runway and I stood to get down, I realized that I had been a fool not to enjoy the trip but spent it worrying hard.  Not that I wanted to smile, but wouldn’t it be considered rude if I didn’t return the smile of the handsome steward as I was leaving.

Did I tell you that I am now 41 and travelled 7 times after my first experience and still get little queasy when the wings slightly lower and balances after the take off and I had gained 8 kgs since then. And, did I tell you that I am scared of heights?

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Madras nalla madras - a trip to time immemorial



As promised in one of my previous blog post, starting to write a series on enchanting, captivating and magical B&W days of Chennai.

I have 300 odd photos of Madras shot during our colonial days. I tripped on this while browsing.  I am sure you all would enjoy, the cleaner, less polluted, plastic free, traffic free Chennai.

I consulted with my dad to verify the name of the places, few he was able to, yet there are some photos which he was not able to recognize.

I am very sure these photos would make us all wish for a time machine, to go back to those good old days, take some photos and of course be back.  Who can even imagine a day without our beloved AC and laptops and tablets.  But every photographer, every history lover, every architect would jump for such an opportunity.

Feel free to show these photos to your parents/grand parents who might fondly recall few of these places.  Majority of the photos belongs to early 1900s, even our grand parents might not have born.  But, people who were born before independence would definitely have a taste of this Madras life.

Now time for photos, the name, the place and a brief about the place.

Have a jolly ride to those glorious, carefree days at Chennai!

Let me start from my place... 

At the shores of Marina... 




Chepauk Palace was the official residence of the Nawab of Arcot from 1768 to 1855. It is situated in the neighbourhood of Chepauk in ChennaiIndia and is constructed in the Indo-Saracenic style of architecture. It currently functions as the PWD - Secretariat

Chettinadu palace; This palace is still there inside the Chettinad Vidyashram school campus in R.A.Puram; my son who studied there, still marvels at the sheer magnificance of the building and he recalls with so much pride, he having lunch along with his friends at Meena Aunty's (the founder and the current Chettinadu queen) palace.

Parade ground, Fort. St. George.   Fort St George (or historically, White Town) is the name of the first English (later British) fortress in India, founded in 1644 at the coastal city of Madras, the modern city of Chennai. The construction of the Fort provided the impetus for further settlements and trading activity, in what was originally a no man's land. Thus, it is a feasible contention to say that the city evolved around the fortress.

Sri Parthsarathy Swamy, Triplicane chariot festival.  It was crowded even then...


Bharathiar house, that's still present, though demolished and rebuilt at T.P.Koil street, exactly where I reside...

Chepauk Stadium, which needs no introduction.... the match in progress and where are those cheer leaders gone? :)


Vivekanandar illam... still there but rebuilt; popularly called Icehouse


the sea, sand remains the same but men sporting Dhoti our traditional garb; an hard to see affair today

Marina Beach 1944-governor Grant - duff named the promenades he created  as marina. The three and half km long marina beach is one of the longest beach of the world

Presidency College

Parthsarathy swamy temple

Queen Mary's College founded in 1915; first woman's college in the city and originally the residence of Lt. Col. Francis Capper in the mid 1800s.  The building later housed a hotel before becoming a college in 1914. Known as the Capper House, the building was preserved as a heritage building.  The building unfortunately was demolished to construct a new adminstrative office for the college known as the Kalaignar Maaligi, which is now called as Kalai maligai, as the political scenario in Chennai changed. Author's note:  I am an alumini of QMC and English department functioned from the demolished building.  Being an English litt student, I sat there, the musty smell and bats hanging at the back of the class rooms and the wooden staircase, still dear to my heart.  Its sad to see the new white building instead of the yellow old ones.

San Thome Basilica is a Roman Catholic (Latin Rite) minor basilica in Santhome, in the city of Chennai (Madras), India. It was built in the 16th century by Portuguese explorers, and rebuilt again with the status of a cathedral by the British in 1893. The British version still stands today. It was designed in Neo-Gothic style, favoured by British architects in the late 19th century.


Triplicane Road; seems to be crowded even then but the streets broad and houses with tiled roof.

Boats in Buckingham Canal

Madras Central, the canal, the bridge and the boat... picture perfect

Central Station interiors

Fort St. George and beach


Fisherman at Beach Road - Madras university. presidency building seen 

A serene singara chennai - Marina beach another sunny day

Napier Bridge and bullock carts moving one behind the other

Sri Parthasarathy temple, Triplicane.  A resident of this place,  I am surprised to see the size of temple pond, which now has become very very small, when compared to this... I remember during my childhood days, there was this huge tank with no water and we used to play cricket in the dried sand of the tank.  Later the tank's sand was tiled and water was filled and an artificial very small pond remains.

Pycrofts road, stands calm and slow paced contrary to how it remains today.  The hub of textile showrooms.  Every branded showroom that exists in India, has an outlet here.  A smaller no bigger Ranganathan street.  Very crowded.

Triplicane high road; Whoa! if you stop the guy walking there and ask him how the road would look after 60 or 70 years, he would have no idea.  No trace of trees.  Full of mansions hotel, messes and pawn broker shops...
A sketch from those days, capturing Fort St. George and the boats


Big Wallajah Mosque, Triplicane

Boat Jetty, a view of Esplanade
will be continued, the next post would be on Mount Road a.k.a Anna Salai...

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Thoughts swift, sweet like a kiss...

Thursday, July 05, 2012 , , 0 Comments



Closed my mind to hear your voice,
The rich baritone, fluid and sharp.
Digging through the veins; carving crisp,
Your thoughts swift, sweet like a kiss.

Danced towards the soul wrenching song,
Forbidden thoughts bounced along,
Swirled through the crimson sea,
Restrained, yet wishing to flee.

Hundreds of voices, I started to hear
Pulled back to reality by brutal swears
Tried grasping to that faint trace
Of your voice spiralling away…..

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wisdom comes with experience

At one, I learnt crawling was fun. At forty one, I still feel crawling is fun #blamemykneesnotme